Today is August 7th, 2016 and I woke up with a huge realization that I really just needed to share. Today marks one year since I wrapped up my summer internship in Chicago and flew back to Michigan to enjoy my last few summer weeks before school began again. But for me, school beginning in the fall of 2015 meant study abroad in Italy and I was so terrified that I really just didn’t think about how close it was getting.
I had just had the most amazing summer experience. I lived in a dorm complex with an awesome roommate, I had more girlfriends just down the hall, my internship was like a dream. My boss made us feel like family and me and my fellow intern fell easily into the routine of our daily tasks.
A Day in My Internship Last Year
So when the day came to leave Chicago and head back to Michigan, and in essence, say goodbye to my home and family to travel to Italy, I was more then a little un-easy. I missed my family and friends so much, but leaving Chicago meant I was one step closer to being a continent away from them.
That summer I had learned to be independent. I learned that money can be blown really really quick in a big city lol. I learned that people are put in your life, as well as taken out for a reason. And I learned that if I put my mind to it I could accomplish really anything I wanted to.
The few weeks I had home in Northern Michigan were amazing and free and so peaceful. The way my heart feels when I’m home in Harbor Springs is indescribable. It’s almost like its so full to the top it couldn’t take anymore happiness. I worked with my parents on one of their ever un-going projects, my mom always has something up her sleeve lol. I also got to be with one of my friends Kayla who spent her last couple weeks of summer there too. I spent everyday with family, went out on our boat, jumped in the lake and constantly worked on my fitness.
Before I knew it though, there were only 10 days left until I left for Italy and with all my college friends and roommates returning to Adrian for Welcome Week I knew that was exactly where I wanted to be. So I said goodbye to my family for the time being and headed to Adrian College. I spent the week cleaning my room up for when I got home from abroad, packing my bags (by the way, packing for four months is very difficult for a fashionista) and hanging out with my friends every night making memories I’ll never forget.
But, I couldn’t stop time and the day came that I had to meet my parents in Detroit for last minute shopping and preparation to leave. Now, you may be thinking to yourself, why was Kathryn so upset about going to Italy?!? Truth is, I have a hard case of FOMO (fear of missing out) and I really believed that whatever was going on at Adrian College was ten times better then what was going to be going on in my classes and travels abroad, obviously I was wrong (I usually am lol).
The morning of my flight my parents and my puppies, of course, brought me to the airport and waited with me until the last possible moment they could. Saying goodbye to them was rough but I knew that they were always a quick phone call away and if I really really needed them, a flight. I boarded my first plane which was from Detroit to Paris and just turned off all my bad thoughts because at this point there was no turning back.
When I landed in Italy I knew I had made the right decision. Suddenly, there were about 20 students around me who were in the same position as me and I knew I wasn’t alone on this awesome journey. The whole shuttle ride from the airport to my apartment I was just in awe of the Italian streets, small cars and incredible architecture. During my entire four months there, my surroundings never ceased to amaze me.
Firenze, My Home in Italy
My semester away from Adrian College continued to grow me every day. How could I not grow when I traveled ten countries? It was everything I needed at the age of 21 and more. I made the best of friends, I was constantly active, I traveled, I saw, I learned, I was immersed in so many different cultures. My semester turned out to be everything everyone said it would be but I didn’t believe it could be.
Cliffs of Moher
The Best Travel Buddies a Girl Could Ask For
Returning back to the U.S. was a very surreal feeling, because going into the semester, I didn’t think I would ever reach the end, but once I had and I was on my plane home I didn’t know if I was really ready for it to be over. I’m so thankful for that semester away from everything I knew, because it allowed me to open up to new adventures in a way I had never been able to before.
I returned to the U.S. and shortly after began my last semester of college. The semester flew by and before I knew it we were in full preparation for our graduation ceremony. As I watched my college career come to a close I couldn’t help but think about everything I had experienced there and where it would take me in the future.
Adrian College Alumni
College Nights
I had always told myself and others that after I graduated college I would move to Chicago and pursue a career in fashion. And there I was, about to graduate, had my lease signed in Chicago, had an internship lined up and an interview for a job set and I couldn’t really believe it was all happening.
Graduation Day
Now, I sit here on the morning of August 7th, 2016 and I can’t even believe I’ve already lived in this amazing city for two months. Don’t get me wrong, it gets lonely and I miss my family, boyfriend and best friends more and more everyday. But, I made it happen, I took a leap and with the support of my parents I’m trying to make my dreams come true and that feels unbelievable. This morning I’m proud of myself for everything I’ve accomplished in this last year and I’m thankful for everyone who has been along for the ride with me.
Me and My City